Movie Day/Night
July 2, 2001 Noon

Today is my day off. At this point I could probably sigh so loud that everyone would hear me...well at least Linda down the street....oh, but then again, Linda's not home, is she? Hmm then.

So...Yeah, I'm still bitter and angry and sad. I cried while watching "Save the last dance" last night. It was officially the first time I had cried during a movie. See, it's amazing what an over-emotional day will do for you. I actually rented 4 movies yesterday. I watched two of them last night, and I plan to watch the other two today. Yup, you got it, I'm going to sit here ALONE and watch movies. I am thoroughly sick of dealing with people in any way, shape or form. I definitely prefer Julia Stiles and her various teenage characters. Unfortunately, I will probably get crap about this. I should be returning Niki's shoes to her today, and trying to get together with Amanda, but frankly, no. I just don't want to see people. I was going to go see Floyd today, and I didn't even do that. Although, I really should have, now that I think about it...because although I can go tomorrow, Linda'll be there...Man I am bitter towards her right now! ack! Fortunately, I highly doubt that she ever reads this. Although, it wouldn't be the end of the world if she did. It's not that I don't love her to death. It's not even that she's not like...my best friend. It's just the crazy twisted emotions of my reception of our crazy twisted relationship, and both of our moodiness.

Aight, so I'm gonna go watch those movies now. Although, you know, I should have rented "Down to you." Granted, it was bad...but I want to watch it now...