Deep Discussion
July 19th morning

Everybody rejoice, this is the first entry I have been able to make from my very own laptop :-) I am still not very good at getting around on the web and stuff because the mouse it just a touch pad, and because I do not know many keyboard shortcuts....but I will get better. I still like it :-)

So, I managed to drag myself out of bed at about 10 this morning. Man I have no willpower. I wish I did. That would be nice. I keep reminding myself that I need to get up really early on Saturday. I'm going back to Bethel! yay! And I'd like to stay until after the fireworks...but in order to do this, I'd have to get a lot of sleep. Theoretically, I'd be trying to get in the early morning habit now, but something always keeps me up until the wee hours of the morning, and then in bed until noon if I could handle it.

It's odd. I've discovered many things about myself over the last few days. Let me stick with one. As most of you reading this know, Linda and I mess around. By mess around I mean, of course, use eachother sexually. But I've discovered that every once in a while I have this strange need to sit and have a profoundly meaningful discusssion about it with her. This was last night's excuse to stay up way too late. And, what have we established? Um, simply that I am indeed special. Go me! heh heh.

So, my parents had mentioned doing something together as a family today...but they're not actually home right now. Neither car is in the driveway. This is an odd occurance, especially considering the fact that my Mother never goes anywhere, especially without my dad. I don't know, I couldn't even venture a guess as to where they are...but I suppose that's okay with me anyway.

This is pretty choppy, isnt it? Hmm. Well, I apears that I can't write anything that's not choppy lately. I don't have a very long attention span, and I certainly don't have the patience to deal with anything for a very long time, unless it's in person. I will be pleased to spend more time with Maggie Saturday. I feel the need to come clean about some things that I can't come clean about here. These are things that deserve individual attention, so...