Good feelings despite crap
August 1, 2001 7:06 p.m.

Today was definitely not a bad day overall. I worked, but it was ok. How often do I say that I worked without an "ugh" near it? heh heh, couldn't have been too bad then.

Right now I'm listening to my 2000 all state cd. Man I love this stuff. Choral music is soooo soulful and good. Right Sarah? Hey, and thanks for signing my guestbook! Maggie too of course!

Okay...so I'm feeling very emotionally complex today. I'm good because I got lots of attention today. People at work were nice to me! I like that. I got personal e-mails from Maggie and Serena. Gotta LOVE that! And 3 guestbook signings. I went to see Aaron on my break at work, and that was cool. We don't talk much anymore, but we still have out shaws interludes. Um, I talked to my boss and she was being really nice! She is going to try her hardest to make sure I have at least Sunday afternoon off. This is a happy thing. My mom and I had a nice taco dinner together. Once again, good. um, I got the loan that's going to allow me to go to college in the fall, definitely good. In fact, right now, I feel pretty good, despite that bad, which I will not even go into right now. This is not because I don't want to tell all of you fine people about it, it's just that I don't want to make myself relive the icky feelings.

Ooh, and someone just called and left a message...let's see who it was...

Ah, it was Home Vision calling yet again to remind me that I have a movie that is way late. Well, that's my cue to remind Linda to return it. Since she's already assured me she'll pay the late fee, and it's at her house, I don't really care much.

So, tonight...hmm, what am I going to do tonight? Eh, probably nothing. I'm still broke. But there is good news. Tomorrow is pay day!

You know, sometimes I actually think that being on bad terms with people makes me feel better. On occasion it actually makes for a little break from having to deal with them. Now, why would I be friens with people that I would feel better not talking to? heh heh, your guess is as good as mine. But anyway...lata.