Icky Icky Icky
Wednesday 8/8 Evening

:-( I miss Tiffany and Katie and Amanda and Aaron and Serena and Jenn and Jenn and Beth and Ricky and George and Heather and everyone else that I haven't seen in a long time. Going to the beach with Ellen Monday was so nice...man, it makes me realize how many wonderful friends I have that I rarely see anymore, and how much worse it's going to get when they're all far away.

*sigh* My goal is to spend quality time with all of my friends before they leave or I leave, depending on the situation. Man...

I am thinking of this because today was Tiff's day off. I meant to try to get ahold of her to see if we could hang out, but a) I forgot, and b) I feel icky and wouldn't be going out anyway.

Yeah, it's making me mad. I'm feeling good emotionally, but I feel reeeally bad. I feel sick and icky and..........:-(

Maggie told me to do something everyday that makes me happy. I didn't get to do that today. It seemed like such an obvious thing...don't I always? But no...I guess I don't. I did not find my happy place for the day...maybe there's something I can do here...I dunno.

anyway...*whimper* I feel icky