Dreaming
August 16, 2001 Noon

Man...I still feel pretty bad...what's going on? I think I may have to have my wisdom teeth pulled a lot sooner than I was expecting. My current teeth are really achy, most likely because they're being shoved by the EVIL wisdome teeth...plus I've been getting headaches a lot, fevers, etc. Amanda says that's what happens when you need to have them out. I wonder if she had hers out...I haven't heard from her in a looong time.

Linda just asked me what the words to Lisbon's school song are...it's funny. One of the coolest feelings is to have something stored in memory banks so far back that you can still get if you think hard enough...then finally stumbling across it, and having it come as easily as it did years before.

I have a zit next to my mouth...grr, I hate zits...simpy because they are somewhat painful. I don't care what one red dot looks like on my face or anything like that...and the blister on my foot...wow, that think looks awful...ouch!

I have to work today...I hope I feel okay then...ugh. I'm just gonna ride this out, and not do anything about it until it gets too hard to handle. Let's just hope that I'm wrong though, and my teeth have nothing to do with it, besides being sensitive.

I slept more than 12 hours last night. Wow, I needed that.

How will I survive in college? I need lots of sleep! man...

not much to say...except that either Becca's purposely not responding to me, or she NEVER checks her e-mail...probably the first one. Ouch.

"all that I can think of to say is Fuck you!" ~Ani

I was thinking that this morning when I was being affected once again by a certain someone's presence on the internet. I really need to take that little jerk off my buddy list and forget about him. My guess is that it was sort of inflamed by a conversation I had with Joe at work the other day. My piece of advice, NEVER TALK ABOUT THINGS IN THE PAST THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO GET OVER! well...once you are past needing to talk about it...but then again, if I'm still being bothered by it, then maybe I'm not ready to stop talking about it. Eh...whatever. The boy just needs to get the hell out of my head, once and for all.

whoa...something just occurred to me...I totally had a dream about sleeping with a guy...interesting. Although, I have no idea who it was at all...and it was based on an episode of "Cheers" where Sam spent one day per year with a woman, and that was it. Huh...this is not a normal occurance for me. I don't usually dream sexually about anything at all...huh, very odd. I've had sensual dreams in the past, warm and cuddly ones...and mostly just about Linda. Hmm.

well anyway...