It's all in the hair
8-18 Kinda late...

I feel like I have written the date far too many times tonight. That's what it is to be on the service desk at TJ Maxx. Well, that's certainly not all it is, but none of the negative feeling I am having towards work are anything I want to dwell on.

So, I'm listening to Ani again...or maybe still? Either way. Linda kicks so much ass! I am so glad that she told me to DL "Untouchable Face" last summer. I remember when she told me about Ani, sitting in the street...wow, Linda, you are sooo great. I owe this totally to you. Nobody could love Ani (or matchbox twenty) NEARLY as much as you do. Nor should we pretend to. (was that ok?)

I wanted to go to Denny's. I hadn't gone for a while, but luckily, Linda couldn't go. I say luckily because I really shouldn't be spending the money, especially when we have perfectly good food I can eat here, and when I have to work at 9 in the morning.

Did I mention that I'm listening to Ani? and that Linda is the one who really showed me that Ani is great?

Okay, yeah, this is not a normal entry. This is Emily mocking Linda's need to be given credit for the Ani thing. I understand, entirely what she's saying though. So it's not complete mocking, just over-dramatizing to the point of mocking.

I haven't been enjoying my hair lately. Normally, my hair is very important to me, but lately...I think it's the heat, but eh...just hair. Not as though I have a huge emotional attachment anyway. People seem to think that my hair is like my entire existence, that if I cut it, I'd stay in my room crying for days. I hate to tell you, but that's not really true at all. Most of the reason I like it so much is that it is the one part of the physical me that can be called beautiful by most people. It's the only thing I'm not self conscious about. It's the one thing I can walk around thinking looks great. However, if cut, I would still be me, and I'd like to think that I'm stable enough to deal with that.

um...other than that, my goal for tonight is to go to bed when I get tired. Let's see if it works.