Noah and work study
Monday, Aug. 27, 2001 23:03

Not tired yet. But I wish I was. I want to just go to bed, and be rested tomorrow when I go to work.

I e-mailed Noah tonight. I feel like crap about him still, no matter how much I try to deny it to myself and everyone else. He treated me like dirt, then promised me a hell of a lot. I miss his company, and I need to know what really is happening. I don't want to leave for college in a few weeks with no clue what's going on. And still feeling badly.

Now I am going to look through the list of wonderful work study jobs I can get, in hopes of finding one that might work for me. Man...I haven't had to find a job in so darn long! Ugh. This is NOT going to be fun.