bad despite the good
Monday, Sept. 03, 2001 22:39

I'm tired :-(

I had a full day. And I didn't sleep well last night.

Everything was decent today. I bought lots of stuff. I had a good lunch, I spent time with Aaron, I got a taste of the college life...but once again, there's that negative feeling lurking.

I want to be talking and laughing and loving Linda. But, I'm not. I don't know...I just...ugh.

And I'm fighting with my parents about how my stuff's gonna get moved in at school. And I want Linda to come when I move in, but I don't think she will because she doesn't want to ride back with my parents. Wonderful.

I want to hear from maggie.

And I was even shocked at the strength of my desire to visit Lindsay when I was at USM today. I saw kara. I feel bad...roommate trouble...ugh.

I REALLY wanted to bump into Noah. I need to talk to him. I miss him, and I feel like crap about him all at the same time. I need something to be resolved here.

I'm soo...blah. And TIRED. I think I'm gonna just go to bed now. I have a long day of work ahead of me tomorrow. And then two more after that. Hopefully I will go to the movies with Tiff on Wed. That will be good.

I really do love my friends....a LOT...it's just that it's easy for something small and trivial to disrupt my mood, and take it all way...

I don't know...