A few sour apples ruin the whooole pie.
Monday, Sept. 03, 2001 01:12

hmm, msn messenger is being a pain in the butt.

I want to be sleeping, but I want to be sleeping happily. I just keep thinking unhappy thoughts.

I can't help it. I miss Linda. I don't get my Linda fix, and other people do, and I get icky.

"squint your eyes and look closer..." ~Ani

I love that song.

Nick's apparently spending the night at Linda's. Wonderful. I wanted to talk to her. Not before I got on...before I got on, I was hoping to talk to Serena and Aaron. Serena's not on, but that's okay, I got Aaron at least. But then Linda imed me. I was pleased. And then she said she was only checking in. So we weren't going to talk. Yesterday it was Andrew. I want her to have friends. I just want her to leave me out of it. Haha. Wow, I'm being selfish, jealous and bitchy. What is she supposed to do? hmm..NOTHING. Man...I suck. But it makes me feel like crap. She's different around guys. I like the way she is with me better.

In other news, I had a good day. I worked...but that's a distant memory now. I spent time with Katie. It was goooood. I loooove Katie! She's so wonderful and perfect. She makes me feel wonderful and perfect. She's really good for me. Fabulous, simply fabulous. We talked a lot, went to AppleBee's, and then went to her house and massaged each other, played with each other's hair, and watched "As good as it gets." People have been so wonderful lately!

Man...I'm happy about almost everthing. Two thing left: Linda (whom I am happy with relatively often anyway...just have to wait for a good day) and Noah...

So tomorrow, I'm going to Gorham to see Aaron. I want to stop by and see Kara too, but we'll see if it works out.

Okay, maybe I'll be able to sleep now...