Good Day/Crazy Life
Thursday, Sept. 06, 2001 19:06

After a day of wanting to grab TJ Maxx by the balls and scream fuck you at the top of my lungs, it was nice to have a good day. Today was a good TJ Maxx day. I talked to Justin. He talked to me as a person. This made me very pleased…but it’s just an illusion. He was being all flattering and telling me how he loves us…and…it made me smile. But no, he’s still an ass. I do miss Joe though. Justin’s got a cool roommate, if nothing else.

I’m talking to Maggie right now! I miss her…I know, I mentioned that a few entries back.

Here’s an excerpt:

Maggie says:

i just am a little out of touch with high school girls, as far as the drama goes

Maggie says:

and the incessant body showing

Emily says:

yeah....

Maggie says:

PUT SOME FUCKING CLOTHES ON!!!!!!!!

Emily says:

haha

Maggie says:

i dont' care if you are just around the hall

Maggie says:

jesus christ!!!

Emily says:

"look at me! look at me!"

Maggie says:

i don't want to see how fucking skinny you are and how much you DONT" eat!!!

Maggie says:

EXACTLY!!!

Hehe, I’ve been laughing. That’s great.

I want to go to Kmart….should I go now? Should I go tomorrow? I’m thinking I will go tomorrow. I’m tired.

Although, I don’t want to sit and do nothing for the rest of the night…hmmmmmm.

Such a quandary.

Yeah, like this is the big dilemma I have to deal with. Sure. No…my life is just crazy right now. Emotionally tempestuous etc etc. I’m moody, angry, upset, frustrated, tired, excited, scared, anxious, etc. I could change my imood 12 times a day and it wouldn’t be accurate. So…what’s a girl to do?

Nothing. That’s what I’ll most likely be doing.