The Last Week
Monday, Sept. 10, 2001 10:32

Okay, so it's Monday of the week I am supposed to spending packing. But I don't know whether to start or not. I don't know if there's anything I can really pack that I won't later need. I don't even know where to start, how long it will take or anything...so...??? BUT, I have already made lots of plans this week...so I should probably pack while I'm actually home. I don't know...*sigh*

This week looks like this:

Today: Sitting around, going to hang out with Linda and Floyd (yesterday was a good Linda day, Thank GOODNESS), going to Katie's FH game...oooh, I need to go to the store and pick up something to bring her...she needs cheering up. I HATE it when Katie is sad...she's too wonderful to be sad. Anyway, and after the game...I will most likely come home and sit around.

Tusday: More sitting around, and I'm hoping to go to Gorham to see Aaron, but I'm not sure if I want to drive all the way down there alone...maybe I'll ask Tiff to come with me if none of my school friends can go. She's probably working now that I think about it.

Wednesday: I have this wonderful idea. I want to go to camp for the night. Tiff has Wed and Thurs off, so if she's available, I want to take her to camp for the night.

Thursday: If the camp thing happens, that wil envelope Thursday too.

Friday: PACKING

Saturday: Um, well I will probably be incredibly nauseuous all day as I am escorted to Boston...whew man. Moving is going to be rough. But exiting in the the end.

Now I just need to schedule in some time to go get Ruth's roof carrier so that we have ROOM for all my junk. Hmm. Shit. Maybe...tonight?

So, yesterday was an excellent day. It was beautiful. I went for a little walk, which made me feel happy. I talked to people, namely NOAH. Man...turns out he wasn't avoiding me at all, just being impossible to get ahold of...AND he has some big long thing to tell me tonight that will explain why he's been so...unreachable. Wonderful...I'll just keep repeating my mantra "I can't let him get to me, I can't let him in." But still, it's good to talk to him.

And, like I said, nice time with Linda...aaah, she can make me feel sooo good. I'm glad that I'm leaving though. Right now it doesn't bother me, but if I was sticking around, I'd be constantly reminded of how much I want to be with her, and of how it will never happen.

Love talking to everyone lately. Aaah, sooo nice :-) This is good, so when I go off to college, and I'm all alone, at least I know that I have all these wonderful people back home. If I left feeling like my friends all sucked and that we'd never talk again anyway, I'd be pretty damn empty.

So, I'm good right now. Really good. :-)