Talking with Aaron
Friday, Sept. 14, 2001 02:31

So, I spent all day dreading yesterday, and all of yesterday dreading something else. Wonderful. I am seriously unhealthy right now. I woke up feeling sick, felt better enough to eat some lunch, went to a movie and felt sick through the whole thing, had some dinner, but couldn't eat much, came home and felt sick some more. Fortunately, I did start to feel better and I ate my leftovers while in the middle of a 3.5 hour phone conversation with Aaron.

At first I thought it was going to be hard. I simply do NOT know how to comfort people over the phone. What do you say? At least in person you don't really have to say anything. You can just be there for them to lean on. But on the phone...I try to sound sympathetic, because I really am! But...it always feels somewhat cheesy to me. Anyway though, my conversation with Aaron was really good. We laughed, watched scrambled sex on one of those stations neither of us gets, talked about renting porn, talked about sex dreams, talked about college, college food, our parents, our mothers' cooking, watched MTV together, checked out girls...and guys, talked about Floyd and high school and our other friends whom we both love dearly. It was just good. He makes me smile and laugh so easily. I don't know how he does it, but he always seems to, even when he can't even make himself smile. Sometimes I just want SOO badly to return the favor. I love that guy so much!

So, tomorrow night, I'm having friends over. It should be good. I'm hoping that they will aid in keeping me from being so sick. Distraction is good sometimes.

I'm tired though! Whew! And thanks to Aaron, I may just be able to get some decent sleep tonight, so that tomorrow night, it won't be so bad when I am completely wired.

But damn...all this talk of sex...I want some. Oh Liiiiiinda!

heh heh, just kidding, no, BAD EMILY!

*evil grin*