"Hate"
Tuesday, Oct. 02, 2001 22:53

I understand what it's like to be too emotional to express anything real, but damn, I hate it when people are like that. Especially when they are to happy to express anything.

I also hate when I really want to be talking to a specific person and I can't.

And I hate it when I want to read someone's diary, and they haven't updated.

And I hate it when people won't sacrifice a single thing for me, even when in my opinion, it's about time they did something and stopped preaching.

I hate it when people have different priorities than I do. Why can't the world be seen through an emilian world?

I hate it when people don't want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them.

I hate it when people say they're going to be available to talk to at a certain time, and then they're not.

I hate it when I'm having a bad hair day, and I have to go to bed, then wake up with a ponytail bump.

I hate it when people are slow (only once in a while)

I hate it when I fuck something up that I never should have fucked up.

I hate that I always forget to take my hair down before I get to the shower.

I hate that there are no Wal*marts in Boston.

I hate that I am poor enough to need to shop at a wal*mart when there are tons of other stores that have what I need.

I hate people that don't know how to be concise or explain anything. (I don't really hate them, literally)

I hate that I don't love it here as much as I'm supposed to.

I hate that I feel so damn indifferent about everything these days.

I hate the way my eating habits are right now.

I hate having to use communal bathrooms all the time....ugh...ick....

I hate that I had so many untrue assumptions about college.

I hate that I'm already losing touch.

I hate that I'm stuck in this void for right now.

I hate that I am writing this whole damn entry about things that i hate, especially since I don't hate most of them, in the true sense of the word, and since I'm not unhappy.

I'm making myself unhappy. This has to stop, I'm fucked up sometimes.