Lack of Emotion
Wednesday, Oct. 03, 2001 21:53

My canker sore hurts right now. Although it is getting much better, it still hurts. Fortunately it is tolerable now. I can eat. I don't have to take much tylenol. The odd thing is that I don't have more than one. It's just the one sore. Odd...I almost always get them in pairs.

I feel fatter than when I got here. I know that you are supposed to put on the freshman 15, but I honestly don't understand how it is possible that I could be gaining weight. It simply doesn't make any sense. I don't eat as much as I did while at home, I walk more, and I eat meals, not just whenever I feel like it. But I feel like I have this massive influx of abdominal fat. Ugh. What is this about?

This weekend I am going to try to get my mom to buy me some stuff. Shopping is good. We still need a rug and stuff.

I'm not feeling very emotional at all today. I bitched to Aaron for a little while, and now I'm done. I have no more desire to convey any emotional response to anything.

People are asking me about college, and I'm very indifferent.

But, Amanda called me today! that was good! AND I got a card from Ellen! yay!

Mail is wonderful. I wish it were safe to post my address here, I would. I want letters!

I get to see Maggie very very soon! I miss her a lot. We don't really talk much anymore. She's probably pretty busy. I'm not busy. Not yet anyway. So far my classes are easy. I got a perfect score on my psych test today. Well, it was a quiz. It was easy. I had a Philosophy quiz today too, but I have NO idea what to expect from that, so we'll see. I have an Astronomy quiz tomorrow, and I don't know about that. I haven't really been focused on that class too much. I really like and understand logic, so that is going well. But the class gets dull, because I understand it better than most people, it seems.

So, LHS, you kick ass! I was, indeed, prepared for college. And, I miss the teachers so very much. So far, I have one personable teacher. She is the TA for my psych class. And she's cool. She's weird, as she puts it. But it's good. Weird is good. I like my logic teacher too, and my philosophy teacher in a different way, but the other too...ugh. Especially my Astronomy prof. UGH!

Aight, now I'm just sitting around. It's okay though. Sitting around isn't so bad now, is it? heh heh. I'll try to go to bed early. I have an 8 am again. Ugh.