Yeah...I'm going to quickly become Etheridge-obsessed
Saturday, Oct. 13, 2001 17:57

I'm listening to the spanish version of "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias. I think I like it a lot better, even though there's very little of it that I can understand at all.

I was feeling a little sad today. I guess I still kind of am. It's rough. My parents were here, but only for a couple hours. We went to the NU vs. Maine Football game. I HATE football, and NU sucks...so, heh, it was just a cold, unhappy experience overall. Then they just kind of left. And for some reason, it was a little unsettling.

The concert last night though, was AMAZING. It was truly the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Melissa Etheridge is amazing. She is beautiful, talented, funny, and although I never thought so before, hot. I wish I had more money. She's doing 3 shows in Boston this week. If I had the money, I'd go. It was hands-down, the most amazing thing. The emotion she pours into every little thing is spiritual. And, being surrounded by all the love, openness and excitement was enough to make me smile for hours. I couldn't stop! I had to be jittering the whole time. I couldn't not be moving some part of my body.

The section I was in sucked. People were totally unexcited, and yelled at we in the front row when we stood up to see beyond the people on the floor. If it wasn't for those people, my seat would have been wonderful too.

But right in front of me was a wonderful couple. I really enjoyed watching how loving they were, and wishing so hard that I had something that resembled that.

I bought my first PRIDE accessory. It's just a pin, and it says "and what if I am?" but, baby steps! Now, I just need to find a girl...*sigh* I'm lonely.

I wanted badly to go over to Linda's after the concert last night, but I got home too late, and she was already in bed. Maybe it's a good thing...I dunno. All I know is that I miss the fuck out of her.

So, today, feeling sad, I went to the gym. I worked out for about an hour, and how I feel good. I really like the way that I feel after I work out. It's a really good feeling. And now I'm gonna go take a shower, and sit here doing nothing for a while longer. At least I've got more endorphins now though, that helps.