Estoy Enferma
Tuesday, Nov. 13, 2001 09:11

If you got here via my profile because you are looking for more Linda-related content, then you might want to go back an entry. I didn't bother updating the link.

I feel like shit. I didn't sleep very well last night. I woke up numerous times to a stuffed-up nose. My head hurt. And I couldn't stop crying. This morning, I have cramps, my stomach hurts so that I feel like I'm gonna puke, my throat hurts and I'm exhausted. That, added to the fact that I just got up and dragged myself down the office for work study results in me not being able to think clearly at all.

So I've had a miserable last couple of days. I'm so glad that this weekend is going to be better. I don't want to get into any details, but let's just say that I feel very burned out from futile efforts to continuously be....perfect. I have been keeping my feelings under wrap, and that's making me really really tired and bitter. And I feel like nobody is thinking about me here. There isn't anyone who is terrible concerned about my feelings on a regular basis. In short, I feel very neglected, and I feel like there's not much that's going to change about that. I don't HAVE my best friends here with me. I don't HAVE people that know when I'm upset, or know what I need, or vice versa. And it's not really anybody's fault. Granted, there's a little more to it than this, so keep that in mind, but...that's it for now.

So, Katie is coming Friday! :-D Yaaaay! She's gonna spend the night and everything! How cool is that?? I can't wait. Aaaah, how wonderful!

So, I'm gonna go back to work study now. I'm alone, so that's good. I needed some time to wake up a little. Then, afterwards it will be either time for lunch, or time for a nap. Probably nap though if I still feel like I do right now. My only class today is Astronomy. woo hoo.