Shallow annoyance
Thursday, Nov. 29, 2001 17:19

I am SO annoyed!

I need to find some pictures to make this diary look less cruddy. That'll be my next project, I suppose. But it's hard because I don't have a program that can change bmp to jpg, so it's hard to upload pics.

but, yeah, generally, annoyed.

I've always been the type of person that didn't understand people that needed a ton of space. I didn't understand people that always wanted to get away from others, and wanted to be alone. But I'm really really sick of people right now. I'm just so angry. I'm sick of the constant BS that I get from various people, and especially right now. I just want to tell them to shove it. That's what they do, why can't I? Why do I always end up with the short end of the fucking stick?

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

That's what I want to do. I have chorus. Last night that helped. But I fear that the people there will just piss me off tonight. Not good.

I know, real deep. Sounds like stupid, irrational PMS shit, and I will probably change this tomorrow because I'll be so ashamed that I wrote it....but damn, *frustrated sigh*.

Yeah, there's still a lot going on for me right now. I still have a lot to sort out. In fact, I haven't actually started. I'm waiting for it all to settle, I suppose.

And, I'm lonely. I want a "someone."

ghah.