LSS
Wednesday, Dec. 19, 2001 22:45

Floyd is the coolest. I decided that this deprivation has gone too far. Plus, I have a Christmas card for her and shit, so I emailed her, asking if I could maybe come in early tommorrow morning to visit, knowing it would be my last shot. I made a comment about how she always gets up at an ungodly hour anyway.

Her response was this: "I would like nothing more than to be graced with your presence at such an ungodly hour."

That helped.

I felt like a major schmuck today. I just don't fit the image of anyone except me. And normally that is okay. But I'm almost beginning to think that I'd be happier otherwise.

I left Gorham earlier than I had expected. And I'm pretty sure that I left Aaron with the feeling that I'm angry. I'm not. I was a little hurt and rejected, of course. This then led me to the whole fitting in complex. Yadduh yadduh yadduh...

But Adrianna and Rosalie are here. They are cute, and that definitely helps.

My feet smell. And Linda called today. Linda calling is good. But it would be better if she remembered what she wanted to say. If I was smart I would be showering now, but I guess this means I'm not.

naaaah.

:-) But I do smell. This is the epitomy of laziness. Maybe I'll get up at like 5:30 tommorrow? Shower, hang out, go to my special LSG appointment (although I guess it isn't LSG then...LSS maybe- subsituting session for group), then come home around 7:30 and sleeeeep for like 4 more hours. hmm...

I AM NUTS. But I love me. And I do like the feeling of getting up early.