Day before the best day of the year
Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 19:03

I feel like lately I have been pretty...pathetic.

I apologize.

I was thinking about Madeline Strange yesterday. The things that I did with her still baffle me. It's quite odd, really. I thought about calling her. Not realistically, of course, but I thought about what it would be like, and what I would say. I wonder if she would still be angry with me. I wonder if we could reminisce.

Adrianna is running around. Rosalie too, except it is more like crawling. They are both so adorable. I love them to death. Definitely my favorite family members.

I went Christmas caroling today with a group from the church. I always enjoy Christmas caroling. It's one of those things that is very good for the soul. At one of the houses we went to, they were having a party. It was a family gathering, and it made me miss my family a lot. My mom is going up to my grandmother's house Saturday. I want to go more than anything in the world right now. (yeah, my wishes change by the hour, so don't take me too seriously) But I have to work. I wonder how my mom would feel about me calling in sick to go. She probably wouldn't let me. But I really want to be with my family for a Christmas gathering. I love Bethel in the winter. And I miss being there with all my cousins so many times. This is a limited opportunity. I guess we'll see what happens.

Adrianna has just informed me that she is staying for dinner. How simply delightful :-) And the best part is that I'm not being sarcastic at all.

I hope Aaron calls me tonight. I want to go shopping with him. Or Tiff...or Amanda, but calling Amanda is probably futile. She definitely doesn't need to be home. She has a million people to see, so I am just sitting back, waiting for her to spare a moment for me.

Oh well, I have a while. There's no way I'm leaving here before 10, probably not before 11. Wal*Mart has been crazy-busy.

Chicken time!