Reflections on my vacation
Sunday, Dec. 30, 2001 21:23

BAAAH!

I don't know why I bother with human interaction at all. Oh yes, because without it I end up sitting alone in a dorm room hating everything miserably.

I got kicked in the ass today. I was suddenly reminded that friends talk about friends. And in a negative light. I was really naive enough to think that while Aaron was bitching to me about everyone else, he wasn't bitching about me to everyone else. Daaaamn. I love Aaron...

Linda is at Jeff's tonight. Not like I give a damn. Wait, not true. But it's not like I would have given a damn if I hadn't known about it, or been made to feel so fucking pathetic and LEFT OUT. So, this has been the vacation from hell, basically. I haven't been that miserable though. Not until now. I've been working my ass off, and not spending time with my friends at all really. I've made money, and I'm ready to go back. That's really all I needed to accomplish. But in the meantime my computer broke, and I've been virtually forgotten by most of my friends.

Yesterday we went to Bethel, which was very very nice. I'm really glad I got to go. Good to have some sanity here and there. A little wiff of home....

heh heh, how ironic considering I CANNOT SMELL A THING! :-) My cold is getting better though, fortunately.

Ookay, must not mope!