Lesbian sex song and pot-luck nudity
Monday, Feb. 04, 2002 22:41

Listening to Dashboard confessional AGAIN, but just for now. It's on shuffle, so it is skipping happily through my mp3 collection.

I was just listening to Melissa Ferrick singing "Drive." hehe, niiiice song.

Kristen, Alva and Jimmy just walked by my window.

I feel like I'm not allowed to express my emotions right now. Not sure why. I guess I'm more guarded today than usual.

Oooh! Smashing pumpkins!

Yikes. I'm sorry. This is not what I want to be doing. I want to be writing something that expresses me. eh.

Tiffany has been online a lot lately. cool shit! I love Tiffany. I hope she's doing okay. This whole thing with Nick is the pits.

I went to Pearl Art today looking for a hoop to be used in my cross-stitching endeavors. But they were all out. What is that about? Eh. So much for my little jaunt to Cambridge. Plus, I had to PEE, really incredibly bad. BUT, something cool happened. Beck's friend Ben was getting out of work (he works at the ticket booth of the middle east) and we took the T home together. It was cool. Beck was right about him, it is definitely nice to find a guy to actually talk to. However, in that, I feel less comfortable around people like him. Because they are friendly, and nice to everyone, I doubt their opinions of me even more.

I was supposed to have an appointment with my new counselor, Winafred, tommorrow. But she called to cancel today. That's okay with me though. I don't feel like it has been a particularly productive week. And this way I have the whole fucking afternoon off!

...wait though....is that good or bad? I guess we'll see.

So, I cross-stitched for almost 2 hours today. It is so slow going. But that's okay with me. I'm not terribly impatient.

I don't know. Sometimes I don't know about myself. I try to classify myself, but it is impossible. And it is WRONG and I thoroughly don't believe in classifying myself. But society is there, whispering in my ear. Eh.

Okay, so, two interesting things to check out. If you can, "Drive" by Melissa Ferrick and something else I found amusing which is located in my aim profile. So, look it up. It's good, I promise.