Work Study Morning
Tuesday, Mar. 05, 2002 10:33

"Every streetlight reveals a picture and a verse. Still it's so much clearer." -REM

That somehow reminds me of those summer nights with Linda on South street. It just happens to be the song playing in the office right now, where I am, doing nothing. To fully understand how little I have been doing, I will just say that I didn't even come INTO the office util about 9:45 (I was supposed to be here at 9). Instead, I was standing outside, with an eye on the door, of course, talking to Jeff.

Jeff admitted his homosexuality to me today. It was one of those things that was kind of assumed by many people I think. Something that maybe he didn't need to tell me, but something that I think made him feel better to mention. And it wasn't big. He just simply admitted that he goes to the gym to check out guys. Great for him, you know? I didn't know exactly how much to talk about it. I was a little surprised that he had said it. I hope that my surprise didn't show. Because I'm afraid that it might appear on the surface as disgust, or uncomfortableness, or something. When it's not that at all. It was just surprise. And now I kind of feel bad. I feel like I should have admitted something to him. I don't know him that well, so he must have seen something in me that made him trust me. Maybe he has seen my vaious pins and things. In that case, I feel bad for not admitting it to him. I talked about singers that I like...all the lesbian singers. I talked about loving Angelina Jolie, but like Lauren says, anyone would fuck her. I should have said something. But I still have a really hard time admitting "it" to people. I say "it" because I don't really know what it is, or what there really is to admit.

I also mentioned Noah to him...because we were talking about Ryan Phillipe with blue hair. Oops. So, I don't know at all.

Icky poo!

Floyd wants me to help her out with something for awareness week. I probably will. I'm a sucker. AND, it will make me look good. So...yeah. She IS writing me a recommendation. I think it will be awkward to see Linda though. I wonder if I can prevent that. If I can make it not awkward. I plan on trying my hardest.

Yay! No homesickness! Just all happiness. Happy Happy!

Home, here. Doesn't matter much to me right now. The things that are making me happy are not necessary geographical.

Okey Doke.

Dude, Jeff just walked by! He is supposed be taking a nap. And he didn't even say hi. *sigh* Heh heh, not like it matters at all.

Gotta call Robin today! Perhaps things will be improving immeasurably very soon!

Finished!