Disjointed
Monday, Mar. 18, 2002 17:48

Listening to Alanis.

Had a particularly bad day.

Wishing Maggie would IM me, but not willing to IM her.

Spent a while making a list of things that are hurting me right now this afternoon.

1. Entire situation with Linda

2. Entire situation with Maggie

3. Entire concept of being home, and the shit that seems to entirely different.

4. Shit with Aaron

5. My inexplicable annoyance with Katie

6. My parents

I'm wondering if it's all my fault.

I miss Lauren and Beck.

My house is frigid.

I want to have something to do tonight, but I don't want to find something to do.

I miss Becca.

Can't really go anywhere anyway, since the car is a death trap.

Maybe I should go for a walk.

"Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name." -Alanis

Reading Linda's blog and getting paranoid.

Questioning what I'm doing, wondering if I'm being stupid.

Knowing that I'm not.

"I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful." -Alanis

Maybe I should just let Alanis speak for me.