Pointless
Sunday, Apr. 14, 2002 17:18

I meant to get so much done this weekend. I think it all went downhill starting with Friday. Friday wasn't a very pleasurable day, and then, to top it off, I stayed up until 2 am, pretty mindlessly. I wasn't doing anything. I was just talking to people online, the same people that I've been talking to constantly anyway. So, because of that, I slept until noon yesterday. That pretty much ruined my entire plan. I was going to get up early and get all my shit done early. I went to bed slightly earlier, and got up at 9:30 this morning. That's not too bad, but it's so beautiful out that I haven't really been able to stay focused. I spent a couple hours with Jeff, and that was really good. Then I played with my computer and stuff. I did read the Globe, which is a start. And I'm debating how much homework I'm going to do tonight.

I am SO in the mood for chick flicks today. I wish to just sit and watch a good romantic movie. Maybe by myself, or maybe with someone else that would enjoy watching a chick flick with me. Either way, that's what I want. But I can't justify it. And I don't really have a movie to watch. Hmm.

It's so nice. The weather is absolutely incredible. So, I'm thinking about how ideal this could be...someone taking me on a walk with them in the breeze, feeling one of the most amazing things I can think of, and enjoying this person's company. I sort of have someone in mind, but it's pretty embarassing and would require a little explanation, so if you want to know, then ask. Although, I don't know why I bother writing that because nobody here every does what I tell them to do anyway. I think it has to do with wanting to respect my privacy though, which is okay with me.

I just heard Lauren down the hall. I told her that someone's a snob. Yeah, probably. I wish I wasn't so vindictive and judgemental. I act like, and convince myself that, I am better than other people in that sense, but I'm definitely not. Ugh.

Makes me wonder who she was talking to though. Not like it matters.

I'm considering not even posting this, it's so ridiculously pointless. I think I've expressed too much in the past few days. There's just nothing left.