A good morning, for the most part
Friday, Apr. 19, 2002 13:37

So, today has been good so far. I like it when I talk to lots of different people. It's good to talk to lots of different people, and to be around people that don't seem to be tired of me, or hanging around with me out of obligation.

I work up around 8:45 (such a perfect time to wake up!). I took a shower, and headed out towards Ryder for spanish. On my way, I ran into Christina by ABP and talked to her for abot 10 minutes. It was cool. We were talking about housing stuff, and about a concert she and Katie are going to in NJ this weekend (I know TOO many Katies!). So Spanish was actually good today too! We're talking about stuff with human rights now. Talk about right up my alley. So, yes, that was pretty good. And now that I've talked to the crazy lady with the Lion King hyena smile in her office, she's less scary. She's overdramatic and strange, but there's certainly nothing wrong with that!

Okay, so after Spanish, I ran into Robin at which point we made plans for this evening. Yay movies! :-) Woo hoo! We'll watch "Crazy/Beautiful". I wish that "Lost and Delirious" was a Robin type of movie, or even a movie that I'd feel comfortable watching with Robin because it'd be pretty cool to watch that again. I WILL watch it again sometime today or tomorrow...probably tomorrow. Or maybe even Sunday morning if I get up early enough and K isn't here.

THEN, I went to the dining hall and ate until I was stuffed (which, surprisingly, didn't take much). I grabbed a banana from this huge pile of perfect fruit!

When I got out of the dining hall, Jeff was on his way to Richards. So, I walked with him, and then he walked with me to the post office to mail some scholarship applications. (I need money soooo much)

About an hour later, Beck asked me to eat with her, and since I haven't eaten in the dining hall much lately, and I had 5 meals left, I accepted her offer to accompany her. We had a nice chat and decided that we're going to walk to Cambridge later on today. Mmm, I love long walks! So fun! She needs to go to Pearl Art. So yay!

Then I came back and since then, I've just been chilling. People will be contacting me sometime during this afternoon about my plans. Oh! I have plans! :-D I have a living arrangement! I have plans! I have energy!

The only dent in my day was reading Linda's blog. Ouch ouch ouch ouch! It made me really sad. I'll fucking hate anyone she wants me to hate. But I don't have the luxury of her trust anymore, so I can't even know who it is I'm supposed to be hating or why. If there's one thing that has always been especially poignant for me, it has been her breakdowns. eek...scary shit. I wish there was a way for me to have it both ways, but I simply don't think I am capable of it. All or nothing is hard though, incredibly hard. All is an impossibility. Nothing is this, where I wish for something. But something is such a fine line, such a balancing act, and it's way too easy to slip into something I can't handle. I'm wavering though. I don't think it would take much for me to be convinced otherwise.

So uh...I've done a lot of writing today: personal writing, livejournal writing, and this writing. Perhaps I'm done.