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Weekends
Thursday, May. 02, 2002 11:12

My eating habits are so weird. I've been really hungry all the time lately, and eating whatever I can get my hands on. This, unfortunately, means vending maching food more often than not. Uff. So I've been pigging out on junk. Yeah, this is bad. And then, like yesterday, I eat one meal, have a little bit of junk and not actually ever eat a decent dinner. And now I'm soo hungry. I think The reason that I've been so hungry is related to my period having arrived today. And it all piles up on top of each other, and now I"m hungry, crampy and I have a headache. Well, all I can say is thank GOD that it is Thursday.

Thursdays are good days. It seems that every week my workload reaches a peak on Wednesday. I generally have tons of homework to do, I'm fairly busy, and I have chorus. So, by Thursday, it has calmed down. Plus, to me, Fridays aren't really school days. I'm done with classes by 10:30, and then I can do whatever I want to do. The weekend comes, and everything is good. Well, until I get bored, lonely and angry. But I'm hoping that won't be happening anymore.

This weekend is going to be very slowly paced. Beck is going away, and well, who else really asks to me to anything besides her? Lala and I are going to see the opening movie to the gay and lesbian film festival on Sunday, but I think she'll probably be spending time with Kim the other days. She and I don't really spend much time together anymore. That's okay though, I guess. I'd rather be able to maintain a decent image in her mind than be around her all the time if I'm just going to be driving her nuts or something. ALthough I'm not sure that that is what would happen. I really have no idea about any of this. Eh. Maybe I can hang out with Jeff this weekend. I'll have to ask him tonight what he's up to. But anyway, NEXT weekend, I'm going home. Does anyone with a car (at home) have Friday May 10th off? As it is now, I'll be coming home around 6pm because that's when my parents can come get me in Portland, but if I can find someone that wants to pick me up earlier and hang out, then I can get here in the early afternoon. Yeah, so that's that. Um, then the weekend after that is my chorus concert. (Whoa! It's so close!) and the weekend after that is Memorial Day, and the weekend after that is right before finals! Jeesh. So much stimulation. One of those last two weekends, I want to go to Becca's, but I'm not sure if that is realistic. AND ideally, I'd love to go to Northfield for the remaining weekend. That would be amazing. But, alas, not too likely.

This weekend it Lisbon's prom! I can't wait to hear all about it and see pictures. mmm. I can't believe Maggie's going. Jeeez :-)

So, uh, I'm hungry. I wish it was 12:20 rather than 11:20. bllleeeeeeh.