Friday
Saturday, May. 04, 2002 12:02

I had an eventful (and fun) day yesterday for the first time in quite a while. I plan on making an inclusive list of the highlights when I get around to it a little bit later, but as usual, diaryland gets the brunt of the emotions of the day, the questions, the thoughts. Mmm, you know the good stuff, the core of the me.

Sooo, it's always good, reeally good, to hang out with new people that are accepting and nice, and share your views and intelligence level. Yay Jeff, Katie and Sarah! At first I thought I'd just kind of go my separate way and let them all hang out, but they seemed to want to include me. And I wasn't about to resist that, yo. However, I did NOT appreciate watching people's puke fetishes on the internet. I'm going to leave it at that because when i tried to explain it to Lala last night, I thought I was going to throw up. I just...noooooo.

All in all, it was the kind of day, doing the kinds of things I enjoy doing. Who needs a Friday night of parties and drinking? pssh! There was a lot of laughing. oooh, there were some fuunny things going on. For instance, there was when Katie wiped her hands all over me, trying to spread her gayness. Then, when she was done with me, she moved onto Jeff. And Jeff was like "whoa! I like girls now!" It was sooo funny. Jeff is funny to begin with. He's all flirty, and yet so overt about his sexuality. I've been lecturing him lately because he started smoking, but there's only so much a person can do, ya know? *sigh* I still love him. He put his head on my shoulder last night at the movies and told me that I'm a good friend. Ooooh :-( why is this guy transferring. Jeeeff! I'll miss him so much. My survivor guy. But maybe someday I'll take a trip to FL and I'll be able to see him.

Katie and I finally got all out psych stuff turned in after a little party at the infocommons. What a prime example: What do Psychology dorks do on a Friday afternoon? We hang out at the infocommons, playing with the macs. Haha, and then I left my screen name signed onto the computer all day. Ooops. Thankfully, I stayed idle, so nobody used the computer while it was on. And I got to hang out with Sarah for the first time. She's niiice. And she seems a little quiet, but like one of those people that isn't really quiet if she's put in the right situation (like singing spice girls, or discussing stuff).

Changing Lanes is a pretty bad movie. I think Sarah hit it right on the nose when she said that it was like it was trying to prove a point, but that it proved it over and over and over again until it got redunant. And Katie was right in that it got really slow at the end. For a while i was very emotionally involved, as I tend to get. And Jeff was sorta laughing at me. But you know, that's why I like movies. Because I get emotionally involved. They have a real effect on me, and it's good. I leave feeling the way the movie made me feel. Mmmm.

Then Lala and I watched Playing by Heart. we were gaying it up. It was pretty funny. She like Gillian Anderson a lot (that's the understatement of the year), and of course, we all know about my affinity for Angelina Jolie. Whew. So, it was fun. It was a gay day. And man, does that feel good. With my friends at home, everyday is a gay day. And I remember writing to Floyd a while ago, talking about how I missed that. But oh yeah, I definitely have it now. mmmm. gaaaay. I'm a little obsessive. But what can you expect from a college freshman still trying to figure herself out?

Eh. Anyway. Then I had TWO rememberable dreams last night. That doesn't happen much either. The first was that I found out that Liz had a boyfriend that she didn't tell me about. Hmm. That was interesting. I think it was my subconscious mind's way of telling me how attached I am. It was bad. I was really sad and disappointed. And if it happened, I think that's how I'd react. Hmm. Probably NOT a good thing. Eek...I'm trying to sort of coach myself here, and not get my hopes up a lot, and not let myself get too emotionally attached. But, hmmph. The second dream was that Lala slept in and we didn't get to go to the mfa for the gay and lesbian fim fest tomorrow. That sucked. That was probably about my frustration about her lateness. Not as though it really affects me very often, or that I get really angry about it. But yeah, I'm a compulsively, on-time, ready when I say I'm going to be type of person. I can't expect anyone else to be like that.

So, now I'm gonna start on a more comprehensive recap of my day. All these technicalities. It almost seems like I'm defeating the purpose here. Eh. Oh well.