Whoa Weekend
Saturday, May. 04, 2002 21:58

So basically, I think I am just a little burned out by this point. I've had a pretty amazing couple of days. But I don't want to press my luck. And I don't want to end up cranky because I can't handle it all being thrown at me.

I can't even express the way it feels to have energy. I went for so long without really having any energy. I didn't feel very good, physically. And today, I just felt all this happiness and energy rushing through me as I made my bed and danced around my room to my music. I think it has a correlation to my happiness. When I have a good time and feel compltelely comfortable with the people I'm with, I am happier, and thusly, have a great deal more energy. I feel like I can do more, like I'm more valuable, like people WANT to hear what I have to say, and that they WANT to spend time with me.

BUT, there's more! Lala just imed me. We're going to see "Life or something like it" tonight at the fenway! Oh, I've wanted to see it sooo badly. I think that any energy I had lost has now been restored. Wow. What a weekend. It's been fucking great.

Hmm, I've also just been invited to Jeff's....I think I'll wait to post this, and finish writing when I get back....

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WELL, here's what happened...I ended up going to Jeff's and hanging out there until the movie. Then, we made our way to the fens, and observed Angelina Jolie at her finest, in a movie that was not nearly as bad as I had feared. It wasn't terrific, but I think it lived up to its potential, and that's all I can ask for. Besides. It had her.

But aaanyway. When we got back, I had to go to bed. I was toooo tired for anything else. That was at 3 am. The freakish thing is, it's now 9 am, and I've woken up. This is only 6 hours of sleep, so I've considered going back to bed. But then again, it might be good that I'm up now because I will fall asleep early tonight. PLUS, these few extra hours give me some time to myself. I haven't been alone in the past couple days. Hmm, though, I'm sure I must have some HW to do. And I haven't read the Globe in days. Eek!

I really smell. I need to think very seriously about taking a shower now.