Vanilla Sky Music!
Thursday, Jun. 13, 2002 11:57

First- I love the "Vanilla Sky" soundtrack (and bull moose for selling it to me)

Second- I love "Carmen!" and I desperately need to buy it.

Third- I love this weather

Fourth- I'm bored

And my plans just fell through for Friday night. It's funny. I hadn't thought about it at all until a little while ago. I suddenly got excited to spend a little bit of time with the family. It was supposed to be my uncle mike's bday party. And my uncle (Maggie's dad) from Pittsburgh was going to be there. But that is apparently no more. Oh well. Maybe I can find better things to do.

Yesterday: Was woken up at 7:30 by my alarm clock. Then was woken up at 7:37, again, by the phone ringing. 'Twas Amanda! My long-lost Korean pal (that isn't really Korean at all)! SHE is allowed to wake me up at 7:30. Heck, what am I saying? As long as I've gone to bed at a decent hour, any of you can wake me up then. I don't mind at all. This is why I always tell my parents that if someone calls, then they are to wake me up. I figure it's like this. If I didn't need to get up early, then I could go back to bed. If I did need to wake up early, then what better way to wake up?

ANYWAY...then I went upstairs (after showering) to find food, only to discover that since my parents don't eat while I'm away (it seems), there was none. There's more to that story, but why dwell?

Then there was work. Work wasn't so bad. I thought it would suck. I thought yesterday was going to be a horrific day, emotionally and physically. But nope! I almost feel asleep several hundred times during "The Divine Secrets of the Ya Ya Sisterhood" but eh.

My house is an ant colony.

And today is my day off! I'm pretty sleepy. I'm not quite sure why, but hopefully it will lead to an early bedtime and a rested back so that tommorrow I'll be ready for more work.

I wonder if I'll end up doing anything today. I guess we'll see.

I have a suggestion. I think that on soundtracks, they should list what scene of the movie the song is played in. That reminds me of Lala's suggestion about posting the chartwell's menus online. And that makes me happy because i realize that I am never going to have to worry about that again!!

I think Jeff hates me. Well, "hate" isn't the right word. I think he's gotten his fill anyway. 's aight.

hehe, Ryan Phillipe is wounded on my wall! Who said that? I can't remember. I think it might have been Aaron. (For those of you who don't get it: I have a giant "Playing by Heart" poster on my wall, up against the corner. Then I have dental floss strung across the corner, from which there are two hanging candle holder lantern-style things. They dental floss is held up by tacks. One of the tacks is stuck into Keenan's side, on the poster.)

We need to play with sparklers soon. There will be some late-night sparklers in the street fun.

hehe! I talk so much like Lala now!

sooo sleepy! hmmph.

um.

"Why do I beg like a child for your candy? Why do I run after you like I do? I love you. Whatever you are, I swear you'll be my angel."

That's my Linda song.

...well, for the moment anyway.

Arg! I miss Maggie sooo sooo much! That one just hit me like a fucking ton of cow maneuer (sp?). Hahah! aaand, as I wrote that, and tried to think of an alternative for bricks, dung was the first concept to pop into my head. But I actually had to think about it because my next thought was concerning the facts that dung doesn't weigh as much. It's like that joke: Which weighs more, a ton of bricks? or a ton of Cow dung? Silly Emmy Gay!

yeah, I had a drunken time last night too. I swear, I like the way being over tired and energized and with loved ones makes me feel. soo good! "so pure, such an expression." I love the giggly, dopey, outgoing, not giving a shit feeling. But I'm still me enough to know that I have complete control over myself. I can still act normal, if I want to. But the difference is that when I'm not in that frame of mind, I can't act drunkenly. It gives me more range, sort of.

Okay, now THIS is driving me bonkers. There is a green light blinking on my phone, and a little thing that says "msg" on the lcd display. what the fuck is this? I can't find my owner's manual and it's driving me NUTS. I don't have voicemail, the answering machine is turned off, so it can't be that (plus, I know what it looks like when there's an answering machine message). I don't get it. So confused! Silly technology!

I love this cd! Okay. I'm definitely done now.