Jessie
Saturday, Jun. 15, 2002 12:35

"Jesse, you can always sell any dream to me."

I am loving this song! I heard it last night in Hannaford, and I began to spaz out. I was in the frozen foods section, and I went over to my dad (who was staring off into space) and started asking him enthusiastically if he remembered this song. It was significant because I love it, and he liked it, and we talked about it a lot when I was younger. I remember that he told me that it reminded me of one of this ex-girlfriends that used to drag him around a lot. Then he reminded me of how I bought the single for him at a yard sale. This is definitely one of the songs that my dad and I share. (Raining in Baltimore is the other big one)

mmmm Joshua Kadison. I wonder if any of this other stuff is any good. I should do some DL-ing.

I wish I didn't have to work today. Well, I don't know, maybe working isn't a bad thing to do today, but I wish that my day off this week had been more like this.

I slept for a long time last night and even when I got up, I didn't want to get up. I felt like I could have stayed in bed all day or something. I just didn't sleep as well as I have been lately. I dreamed a lot. I dreamed about Maggie. In the dream she was back living at my grandmother's house, except it was most definitely NOT my grandmother's house. She was busy and flitting about, of course, because that is simply her character. I don't know if Rita was actually in the dream, but she wasn't definitely spoken of and thought about. I also dreamed about Linda. We were in a room that was modeled after Val Bucher's old bedroom, when she shared with Lorelei. I don't know why...but there we were. It was really dark and we were just laying on a bed. Maybe watching tv? I don't really remember too much about it. Just that we were there, laying together. It was good, I think.

I just got a scholarship. It's only $1500. Granted, that's quite a bit of money, and it's renewable, but man...compared to the outrageous amount that college is costing me, it's like fucking chump change. This reminds me that I should be getting my financial aid package soon. I am pretty nervous about it since I didn't get all my shit in on time. My counselor said that it shouldn't make a big difference, but she seems to be...well, not the smartest person around. *hoping hoping hoping hoping hoping*

Something smells bad...mildewy, or body odor-y, but I can't pinpoint what it is...gotta hate that. I could go around smelling all day and never know because I couldn't figure out where the odor was coming from.

I don't have anything to say at all....