Another dreamy night!
Monday, Jul. 01, 2002 12:23

Two dreams last night:

1- I was with Noah. We were in love and all that mushy gushy shit. It was amazing. He was attentive. But some of the same old personality issues were still there to sort of drive me nuts. But he was good to me. And he wanted to have sex with me. Um, there was more to it than that, but I don't want to get into too much detail. It would make you grimace. But yeah. He was mind and I was his, and I was happy. We were all cuddly and good :-) But I don't think there was much else than that in the dream.

2- I was at the doctor's office, in the waiting room, waiting to talk to a counselor. They had some big emergency, so everyone was forced to wait a pretty long time. I had to pee, I remember. And eventually my counselor came out and talked to me in the waiting room. Then, when a room became available, we continued the session. It seemed to go on forever and ever. I was just talking. Going on and on about various problems I'm having. And I wasn't really nervous at all, like I was when I was seeing a counselor in real life. I was talking about Noah, and Linda, and any number of other people in my life that have caused or are causing me pain. I don't remember getting a lot of feedback from her. But I managed to get a lot out. I need to get some stuff out in real life. Definitely.

Okay, so I had to post that because I thought it was pretty strange, and pretty rare to have two nights in a row in which I had memorable, meaningful dreams. Didn't catch yesterday's? Then click previous at the bottom.

Another weird thing that happened was that I woke up and looked over at a pillow and could have sworn there was a dog in my bed with me. I jumped out of my skin (not literally!) and then looked again and realized it was a pillow all scrunched up and shit. weeeird.

One other comment before I go off to work: I LOVE Alanis's mtv unplugged album. I've been listening to the 3 non-album songs over and over. They're so good! I love it when I love an artist this much and I discover that they have new stuff, and it's just as good as all the rest. It's this new exciting feeling.

Kind of like falling for someone.

I want to fall in love so bad right now. I need that feeling so very very much. I've been thinking about that a lot lately.

Okay, off to work I go.