Forgot one
Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 11:14

okay, so I remembered one more dream that I had last night and I wanted to make sure I got it in. BUT, if you didn't already read today's entry from earlier, then please click previous on the botton and read that one too.

Dream no. 2 - Well, first a little background. I had a really bad day yesterday. I got really frustrated, and couldn't handle anything emotionally. I was tired, and in a foul mood. And on my way home from work, I spent most of them time crying and yelling and just releasing all of ths crap that had built up. One of the things I was thinking about was how I wish I could just escape. I wish I could just get away from here for the summer and not have to worry about work or friends, or anything at all. I remember a while ago, i was considering trying to get a job in Bethel, and living there for the summer, but I didn't consider it as a realistic possibility because I don't have a car and shit. Now I wish I had pursued that further, found a junky car, and just done it, because I'm pretty miserable here right now.

In the dream, I had just left my house. I decided that I couldn't handle it anymore, and I went to Floyd's house, begging her to give me a place to stay for the summer. She was willing, to an extent, but there were other people living in her house with her for some reason, so she couldn't offer to let me stay there. Instead, she was letting me stay until I could find another place. She was helping me find a place. And there was a point when she and I were alone and I just had this amazing cathartic moment and she sat and listened to me and let me say whatever I needed to say. That's all I remember.

So there, yet another dream where I just needed to talk to someone and have them listen.

It's unusual for my dreams to be so relevant as they have been these past few nights.