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ANOTHER dream Well, while I'm on the topic of dreams...I had yet ANOTHER one last night. I don't generally dream this much, but I haven't been sleeping well lately. I've been waking up about seven thousand times a night, thus, I am remembering my dreams. Sooo, let me tell you about last night's dream. I was sitting/laying on my bed with Linda watching "Gia." My stereo wasn't a stereo, but a TV and VCR. There was someone else watching with us, but I definitely don't remember who it was. Hmm. But anyway, so yeah, we were laying there watching. We actually had a bunch of movies, but we weren't watching all of any of them. We were just fast forwarding to the juicy parts. The first one we had picked up was "Gia" and we went right to the fence scene. mmmm. It seemed to go on for a while. And Linda was really turned on. I was more turned on by the fact that she was so turned on. Then she tried to grab me, and pull me against her, and sort of experience it with her. But I wouldn't do it. I got pretty mad that she had put me in that situation. But then, (what seemed like a while later, but was still during the same scene) I tried to touch her leg. She got really really angry and slapped me, and scratched me, hissing. So I flipped out on her. I yelled at her about how ridiculous she was being and she got upset and left the room, with the other person that was with us. They were in the bathroom talking, and I was just sitting here on my bed. They finally came back and we sort of called a truce. Interesting, ay? I was thinking yesterday about the evolution of my name. Until pretty recently, the only person that called me "Em" on a regular basis was my grandmother, and Linda when she was referring to me to other people. But now everyone at work calls me Em (or some creative variation, hehe), Lauren calls me Em, and, well, pretty much anyone that wants to. I've sort of embraced it. I sign things as Em, my LJ is "Em's journal" etc. Nicknames are usually established before this point in time. This is why I find it odd that I've suddenly become "Em" (and "Eminem" and "Emmy" and...). I like it though. I think nicknames are good. I don't really like India Arie at all. In fact, I used to almost cringe when Kristen played her. I don't know why I don't like her. But I don't, except for two songs. And the amazing part of that is that they are the two songs that both Lindsay and Maggie (my cousins) like the best. I'd like to think of that as a cool connection, but it's more likely just that they don't suck as bad as the other ones :-) Anyway, those two songs are pretty amazing. I love them: "Beautiful" and "Ready for Love" So it's my day off. What does this mean? Oh yeah, hours of sitting around doing NOTHING. yipee. | |