New Books....Not a terrific mood
Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 11:59

First things first: SIGN MY GUESTMAP!!!!! :-) It's brand new. I got rid of the guestbook. Well, it still exists, but I no longer have a link to it on this page. I wanted to find something new because as most of you know, I've been working on a new layout. Well, it appears that bravenet doesn't like it when you link to a guestbook without using the little images that they provide, and I was sick of that little tacky shield thing, SO, in my new layout the guestmap will look much nicer. Plus, the map thing is just cool. It shows where people that are signing my guestbook are from. It's good.

I feel pretty confused today. Well. I guess maybe not. But I'm not feeling much of anything. And anything I can think of is just sort of not feeling the way I think it should. I don't know if that makes sense.

I felt like shit last night. I was just really tired so I decided that I'd just rent a movie with my mom and then go to bed really early. Instead, I watched the movie and then decided that I wanted Linda to come over and be with me as I relaxed. I started to feel better (due to the effects of tylenol) and she didn't leave until almost 1. It was kind of strange though. Not really a good time...but not bad. I wasn't feeling good, of course, as I said, so some of her comments were bothering me more than they might have normally. She picked up on that. I don't know...some of it is still hard to interpret emotionally. And poor Wrinkles...man does she have a lot of brand new complexes (hehe, if you don't know, I wouldn't suggest asking).

There's a lot more to say about that, but I'm not going to say it.

I miss Maggie and Rita muchly. I am angry about having to work today, and for the next few days. And I'm angry about going to Montreal this weekend and about the fact that I won't get any more days off next week because I want to be there, in Bethel. I hate that I was such a wimp and didn't realistically look into spending the summer up there. Uff.

Work is going to be really rough. Never go into it thinking you don't want to be there. The results are hideous. And there isn't much that is worse than being at work and being completely miserable and cranky. I wish I could do something about this. Fuck. Some days I can, but today I can't feel it. I'm just not there.

Hm, I think I'm going to create another guestbook account too, now that I think about it. The map is only good for one-time signing. So yes. I will create another account. It might even be there by the time you read this!

Adios