Another mindless Update
Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 12:12

So today I slept straight through until 10:15ish. That's very unlike me. I must have been thoroughly wiped.

So today is my mum's Bday and my dad isn't treating her like a queen. I wish he was, but then again, I don't think my dad is really capable of treating anyone that way. He's too self-centered.

This is why I hate self-centered people, no doubt.

I don't feel bad today I don't think. But I've found that until I get out of the house, i don't generally know what my mood is going to be. When I encounter my first non-family person of the day, I usually watch myself react to them and then know what my mood is. Occasionally I will be so happy or in such a bad mood that I will know before this moment. Usually not though.

My cheesecake is way too sweet and way to mushy. Oh well. *sigh* I tried.

I dreamt about driving a standard last night. But that was really all there was to it, I think. Man, I really just need to start driving my dad's car. I don't know why it is causing me so much anxiety. And to be fair, it's not causing much conscious anxiety, but I'm dreaming about it like crazy lately.

My new favorite song to sing along with is "Dilate" (by Ani Difranco). I have been listening to this Ani mix tape I made in the car lately. Singing to Ani in the car is great because it's this raw emotional loudness. Mm. So good! And that reminds me. I need to make myself an Alanis mix tape very soon.

Okay, I think I should be getting ready for work now.