Memory validation
Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 00:02

This made my day:

Happy Thought for the day:

Sitting on the Rocks at Land's end, listening to the ocean and being close to each other.

~*Happy Noises*~

This is an email I got from Noah. Yes Noah. And it was out of the blue. Just sitting there in my inbox. Whoa.

It's amazing to discover that someone is thinking of me in such a way. I haven't been believing much that has come from him in a while, but how can I argue with that? What's he trying to do? There are no possible ulterior motives here. He totally messed me up, and he knows that. He went out with that night when Linda called to tell me what she had found out, about his three-timing antics. So the fact that he's thinking about that, and having memories makes me feel good. I spent a long time dealing with the fact that I was in this relationship that meant absolutely nothing. I mean, what is there left to think when you find out that not only is your boyfriend gay, but he has also been dating 2 other people at the same time as you, and playing this intricately evil game behind your back? So when he can point to a certain day - the day we started going out even! june 15th, 2000 - and share that with me, then I can start to feel like I wasn't wasting my time, that maybe I wasn't such a loser, that there was indeed good that came out of the whole thing.

It's really a good feeling.