Coming to peace
Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002 22:40

Emily is cold, but far too stubborn to close her window. Hmph. Damn that girl!

I'm feeling mildy silly today, and quite upbeat, which is a good thing, I must say. I worked tonight, and didn't get angry at anyone. Well, not really. And I didn't even care that I ended up staying later than most everyone.

Last night was good for me. And I feel refreshed by the whole experience. I went over to Linda's house. I had been thinking about her on the way home from work, and when I got there, she had called. So I went over. We didn't really do anything except watch a couple music videos, talk and make sexual references. I really enjoyed her company, and her honesty, and seeing her...the her that I often miss. We talked a lot. She washed my hair, to make me feel beautiful, sort of. And I almost cried. Stopped myself. I got rambly, the way I get when I finally am feeling happy and comfortable with someone. And...I went home at about 4:15. And the newspaper was sitting on my front steps. And the rain was falling beautifully on me.

I love the early morning. I'm going to get up early tommorrow, I think.

Tonight on the drive home, the fog was so thick that it was keeping the light down on the earth. On route 1, the sky looked reddish...very light for the time that it was, like the earth was glowing brightly enough below it to light up the sky...like the world was on fire or something. It was odd, quite eerie, but cool.

And I'm tired. But that is what going to bed at 4:30 am generally does to me.

And I miss LaLa so much! And I can't wait to buy tickets to see Ani. Heaven, here I come.