Things can turn around
Saturday, Oct. 19, 2002 15:23

Yesterday didn't end up being as bad as it started out. Or as bad as it was in the middle, actually.

I sat around and watched all of my possible plans fall through. I played on the computer, I...I know know what else I did. But it was seeming like a really long day.

Then I went with Lauren and Kim to Bread and Circus. It was a pretty bad experience (no offense ladies, I love you). They fought. They whined. They argued. And I just tagged along. It is really frustrating to me to be around people that are acting that way. It creates a really shitty environment. And by the time we got back they were calling each other assholes, and Kim had decided not to stay for dinner, as she had planned.

However, within a half hour it was all fixed. I was still feeling crappy though. Beck had friends over, Jess had a friend over, and there were Kim and Lauren. It was really overwhelming. And I felt really uncomfortable. I wanted to just hide out here, but I was so hungry, I had to venture out into the common area.

Eventually everyone left and it was just me, Lauren and Kim. We made baked ziti for dinner. mmm! And later Kim and I had the urge for jello, so we made some of that too. (we connected on a jello level)

We ended up watching Velvet Goldmine, which Lala and I agreed was boring, if pretty in parts. I went to bed feeling good, and today so far I've felt good. I am in this incredible movie mood. whoa. I just wanna watch movies!

The point of this entry? Just to let you guys know that I'm okay. I am. And life is good. I just forget that sometimes.