Crushes are fun!!!
Monday, Nov. 11, 2002 20:02

"fulfillment to their lack of strenth at your expense left you with no defense, they tore it down"

mmmlifehouse

I am having the urge to email someone. Instead of doing this and coming off as an absolute pyscho and overextending myself, I'm going to just write here, in my happy little diaryland diary.

Is it possible that the person I want to write to will be here reading anyway? mmhmm. You better believe it.

But anything is possible.

This has been a good weekend. It hasn't been as good as it would have been if I had my way, but it was good nonetheless. We all know what made it good by now, I would think. Although I have not discussed it directly with anyone.

When Lala and Kim asked, I completely brushed it off...making up stories of 37-year-old women and four children. Ryan asked, and I told her it was good blah blah blah.

But I'm preoccupied. I'm incredibly preoccupied with two things. Two people, actually. One of whom I have not even met. Yeah. I know. I feel like people are going to think I'm rather insane for writing this. And I know that other people are going to completely understand.

I just got this IM:

Brandi 6911103: Naked Farm Girls Gotta Love the TEEN FARM You get FULL ACCESS FOR FREE. BORED & LONELY FARM GIRLS

I am on AppleJuiceKissEW, which is apparently still listed in the member directory, hence the porn invites. I was starting to miss those.

Anyway. The weekend. I'm preoccupied. I have crushes. Hrm. They're small ones, but they're enough to keep my mind thinking positively and enjoying that fun crushy feeling.

haha, ok, I'm done with this cryptic nonsense.

Sign my guestbook or something :-)