Poo
Wednesday, Dec. 18, 2002 23:58

So. I am feeling quite crappy.

I got my period today... but that was the last thing that happened. Or rather, the last thing I discovered that had happened. (but there's always a bright side, I actually got my period, on time, without skipping a month)

Soo the other day at work I ripped my pants. It was just a small tear, right by the front part of the crotch. But it was miniscule, and hard to notice. So today, I forgot that I had done it. I put the pants on and went off to work. A few hours into my shift, I heard them rip. Oooh gosh. That sucked. I wasn't willing to go shopping for new pants. I'm stubborn, and I didn't want to be rushed and not find anything that fit. And there was nobody home to bring me any. So I concealed it the whole night, quite masterfully.

But, working until 11:15 sucks. Especially when you up until 4 am the night before (not complaining about that though). And it especially sucks when you're working with the ever-demanding store manager. She makes me wicked nervous. She makes everyone nervous. And not only in a retail sense. She is very motherly. And I fear letting her down. I'm more worried about what I do in front of her than my own mom. This includes driving wicked fast when I get out of work. She's a nerve-inducing person all around. She's harsh. And she has this way of saying things that make me just fall into a puddle. She wasn't bad tonight. But it's the fear of her...

Anyway.

My back hurts. And I'm tired. And I was getting really irritable with customers. And tomorrow I can't watch survivor. And YOU aren't there to come lay in bed with me and make me feel better. And Christmas is in a week and I wouldn't even know it. And New Year's is so far away. And TJ Maxx is stealing my vacation.

Sooo. I'm okay. I just needed to whine for a few minutes.