Wishing I had a snowsuit
Monday, Feb. 17, 2003 18:05

So this is the blizzard of 2003. It's so snowy out there! And I just want it to keep snowing for a while. Who needs it to stop? really? I wouldn't mind being stuck here, snowed in, classes cancelled.

I am supposed to have a midterm tomorrow, but I think it will be cancelled. We didn't have class today, so we haven't gone over the rest of the material on it (or had any review time). And even if that wasn't an issue, I don't think we'll have school tomorrow anyway. La and I just went downstairs, well, out to Wollaston's, and we could barely get our front door open. ha!

So I don't think I'm going to study today. And that's a stupid move for a couple of reasons. And maybe my conscience will get the better of me, and I will study, but for now I'm content eating junk, playing with my computer, and watching south park in La's bed with her.

La and I were also apartment hunting on the internet today. We have to find a place to live for next year. But we want to find other people to live with. Anyone wanna move to Boston and live with us? oh how we'd love it!

I haven't seen Jess (my roommate) since mmm Saturday morning? I think... but there is evidence that she came back at some point this morning. So I have no idea where she is. She seems to be avoiding being here. And that's okay. If she had a real problem, she could tell me. And if she chose not to, it'd be her fault.

My heals are cracked. Owwww.

I should read. I have books to read. mmmmbooks. Kimi bought be "The wives of bath." I just looked over it. That's what made me want to read. But whenever I sit down to read (well, a lot of the time) I get antsy and think there are other things I need to be doing. And it all comes back to the computer. I just can't get away. The last time I succesfully read a book was "White Oleander" and that was sorta because my life sucked at the time. I'd just lay in bed and read because, well, why not? I had nobody to talk to anyway.

So I guess it's good in a way.

But sometimes I wish I had the will power to stay away for a bit, to retreat into myself and have some me time.

..hrm, but it's supposed to be leisure time, and if I'm forcing myself to do it, then doesn't that defeat the purpose? mmmyes.

Anyway... so school is going okay. I've got an A and an A- (which should become another A) right now, then two B+'s, one of which I WILL turn into an A-, and the other... mmm... I'll try. But not hard enough, I'm sure. That's why I should be studying right now.

We shall see.