I love Beck
Friday, Jan. 25, 2002 17:12

"oooh this could get messy but you don't seem to mind.."

I loved Alanis when she became popular, when I was in seventh grade. I loved Alanis when "supposed former infatuation junkie came out." I love Alanis when I was the innocent little sophomore falling in love with Linda for the first time. And I STILL love Alanis. You would not believe how excited I became when I was sitting in the office one day and heard that she had a new song out on the radio. And then there was my frustration when I realized that I would have to wait until I got my computer back before I could DL it.

But yes, this is good!

I have said it before, and I will say it again: Beck is my savior! She has made it all okay. She has made it okay for me to be here at NU. We sit on the T and talk about our apartment next year, and I am sincerely thankful that I am here, having this whole new life. yaaay! So, hooray for Beck!

I'm having a really good day. And yesterday was a really good day too. We went to a coffeehouse. I got to listen to all kinds of talented people showcasing all of their various abilities. Unfortunately, their abilities seem to be limited mostly to guitat-playing, but hey, it's still better than I can do.

I woke up a little anxious today though, still. I was exhausted. I couldn't sleep last night. Part of that had to do with the fact that my roomie decided to stay up way too fucking late. bah! And despite this exhaustion, I couldn't sleep. And I was all tense. I don't know when I'm going to be able to be rid of that demon.

I got three pieces of mail today. From: Ryan, a card- kinda cute....Tiffany, a letter- yaaay! :-) I love it!!!!....Floyd- definitely the most exciting moment of my day, to look in my box and see that familiar address...wow!!!! :-D I haven't read it yet. I'm trying to prolong the excitement. Not to mention that I'm simply and internet addict, and I wanted to chat and update before I do that.

I also just went through and deleted a lot of useless people on my buddy list. This is healthy. The only reason I have certain people on there is because I have this weirdo need to keep tabs on them in some way. so yeah, done with that.

I'm trying to fix myself. I'm trying to change my life, create good, mentally and emotionally healthy habits for myself and such.

I filled out a survey today. It was fun! I hope people fill it out and send it back to me. That would be super good.

Okay, I'm done.

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