Misunderstood
Thursday, Aug. 09, 2007 14:10

Lately it's as though my mouth moves, and words come out, but they are not heard or understood. I can explain the same concept over and over, in multiple ways. And yet, it doesn't seem to matter. Is it that people believe what they want to believe, regardless? Is it that I am not trustworthy? Is it some sort of interpersonal brain-language barrier?

It feels terrible. It feels like I'm not worth hearing/listening to. It feels like I could scream from the rooftops and not a single person would listen. It feels like I don't matter-- that I am loved as an idea rather than as a three-dimensional person.

Is it about me? or them?

How can I make you understand?

Concede and believe me; I won't give up-- I won't give out on you